restless in the city of rain. swimming in singapore

its the end of the year and now, sitting in my room, im unneccessarily morose. weird. I've been to 13 countries in the last 12 months and been thr so much shit its almost like my twenty three years were compressed into 12 months.

i tink im kinda tired of trying to be something i myself dont even know wat e fuck. i need a purposeful life with someone supporting me instead of me always supporting those ard me. perhaps thats the way my life is supposed to be.

but im thankful, theres so much blessings this year. and i tink i finally found out wat i really want in life and having the right mindset to make things right.

i tink of you sometimes, and im glad ure smiling and being exciting abt everything in life. that was always ur strength and always will be ;]

i thot i wuld type something good for once. but im too tired to do so.

till nxt time!

we have so much potential for the greatest of things. Why are we always plagued by such troubles?

we all need someone we can love

i change my mind. fuck e heat.
HK is e most amazing place on earth!

;]

we're going to Macau! the first night u are here ;]

ive booked liao.. very nice hotel ;];] wheee

casino!!!!! heh

nxt 4 nights in HK...all booked! yay

happy.

waiting for u to come

muacks

I remember in our second year of army. When us guys were so tight. When we were all swinging singles..cept mash of course ( for the record). I remember this quote:

" Good Chings for Good Tymes!"

in our heavily accented cheena-ish slang while passing mash a big davidoff cigar.

Indeed. Good fucking things for many good times. Here's a tribute to Alex Mayhesh and Justin, who made those fucking army days a little better to live with then in 2003. ;]

im feeling weird tonite. just weird. like for the first time in my life. not sad not angry not anything. they call it emotionless i guess. not even numb man. hah. weird right? like there's so much i wanna say. so much. so much and yet nothing. haha tis is damn funny.. im like laughing at myself now.

its like i dont even comprehend wat i wrote. hah. wtf man.. u know like how laughter is kinda like a form of self depreciation. laughter is laughing bout someone else? which means laughter is founded upon the plight of someone else?

so cyclical.

had such a good time drinking today.watching the most adorable couple in their 70's present together on stage. learning that integrity is so important. learning that faith and trust is even more important. yes indeed.wow tis conference is something!!! and then kena for coming in late (curfew is 1130pm with alarm sounding if door is opened). yes i activated tha alarm. now kena condemned.haha.and watever..beer beer beer beer and a nice chat. thanks! ;]

peace

lets make peace
baby
i promise to give in
even when i feel
im not wrong

i'll be a fool for you
i would sing your song
for you
if you would let me be

and maybe then
we can smile
and laugh
in the heat of Hong Kong
together.

P.S this is not a poem ;p

Zilch